World of complications n doubts

2009-04-12T14:16:00.002+08:00

2day is a day of mixed feelings..Went to kk hosp with usual frens to see the birth of a new life..ed's wife had finally given birth to a baby girl named earlena. A very cute baby indeed as we stayed for few hours playing with it..Its like..a fren same age as u..had became a father just like that..happy for him but can't help but feel that we r old already...ok he's early..but still got that kind of weird feeling when we see him carrying his own baby girl..wondering who will be the next 1 after him..be careful huh u guys..lol...as for me..still duno how long down the road..4 years of studies after ns and still gotta work..no hurry..leave everything to fate. Anyway next time can look forward to sum1 new at the mahjong table =))

dreams

2009-01-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

Weird. Its getting weirder and weirder..has been dreaming these few days..everytime its a different dream with different scenerios, but with the same person. Wake up then realise its a dream but it seem so real. Has been the case for consecutive for 4 to 5 times.. as the saying goes what u think in the day means what u dream at night..dun really tink that's the case for me so i dun really know the reason behind it.. weird. whatever.

2008-12-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

Merry xmas and a happy new year to all =)

Xmas was spent with my usual group of frens starting with dinner at Ashton..although it was in coffeeshop but the food was really nice..tink we will go there quite often from now on..after eating we went bac to kh hse as usual to watch little nyonya and played mj while waiting for xmas to arrive..the new way of playing mj with changing tiles with adjacent player was really fun..shuyi was addicted to it after rejecting the idea at first..finally x mas arrive and we began to xchange presents..that is whr the fun begin! The budget is $10 and the person with worst present will be keropok by everyone..agnes got a photoframe frm zh! Damn funny keep kana suan by us..all the photos were uploaded by her in facebook..tink new year we will have another 1..this time the budget will b 20 and i may consider getting 2 photoframes for agnes! hahahahaha

Its been so long, so long since i see or read anything about it..read it 2day..thinking back..i have never even gotten those things or those words b4 during that period..it's has not been long yet..i noe i dun deserve such an ending and treatment cos i'hv done my best so its ok

=)

2008-11-20T21:00:00.005+08:00

Its going to be a busy month..starting from 24th nov as i have been appointed as standing in PS of my platoon by my current PS as he is away for course..haiz dunno y so suay..already gt so much stuff and now this ultimate shit is thrown at me..and the thing is i dun really know what to do..although its only for 2 weeks but i can foresee alot of problems coming..no choice suck thumb and do as no 1 will want to do it anyway, gotta respect PS's decision..just hope dun cock up too much can already..and im the COS 2moro..yes, on friday, see ppl book out but i cun book out..zzzzzzz..i dun wana book innnnn...

Alot of unhappy things happened not only to me but also to some of my friends..really no point being so unhappy as things will not go back to the same as before anymore..what happened has happened and what eventually will happen has also happened..there's nothing much i can do except to force myself to accept the fact =(

Back

2008-11-12T07:11:00.003+08:00

Im back from taiwan after 2 and a half wks finally...shall'nt comment too much cos im nt supposed to i assume..but all i can say is it was an enriching experience and i have seen alot and also had fun for the last few days..taipei was good. fun. from girls to food to weather (night). That basically sums it up and hope that i can go back again to really relax and have fun with friends or family..and ya..found it quite surprised that taiwan ppl are surprised that sporeans can speak chinese, and good chinese..i mean, we are chinese ppl too aren't we? hmm different culture different understanding but i guess they will know more as time pass jus as we r learning to understand them too..

The places i went to in taipei was ximen ding (sort of their orchard road), Shilin(big big night market) and wu han(abit ls there lol)..but it was drizzling all the while so sort of dampen the mood a little..the last thing is the ji pa and the nai cha there is niceeee!! i wana go bac to eat again some time!

Come back singapore...suddenly all the things came back again...things that happened that i dun wish to see makes me feel not like coming back..i know some things are inevitable but din expected it to be so soon..was quite a blow and it hurts more than i expected it to be. too soon too fast. i need longer time than this but its not like ppl care.. gotta face it alone and walk on bravely..time is the solution, its just how long it gotta take...

i would be lying if i said i felt nothin', too soon baby, too soon

Away to Taiwan

2008-10-24T19:27:00.005+08:00

Finally the day has come and i will be leaving for taiwan 2moro..how time flies...thou this time going there will be tough i will take it in my stride and just do it..guess ppl will grow up through hard times and learn from it too..jus look forward for the last 2 days of the trip ba..not really excited at the moment, not much feeling too dunno y..but its my first time to taiwan so i shall look forward to it no matter hw tough the duration there may be..

Guess this blog has been lefted empty for too long such that ppl dun noe about its existance anymore..its been empty near to 2 years so as expected..hmm but nvm i shall still write what i wana say here regardless whelther got ppl read anot it doesn't matter..

Will be flying over 2mr night and need to reach airport at 8pm as the flight is at 10.30pm..hope everything in my trip is good and fruitful..taiwan here i come!!

Some things just don't go away easily....

ROC

2008-10-14T21:38:00.004+08:00

Booked out b4 RO 2day..going to have a long break all the way till sunday lol so happy..2mr will be a Survillence platoon cohension day! Bowling at yishun safra plus bbq at east coast..thurs and fri took off, which means sun nite den book in..

Going to ROC taiwan for training soon on the 25th of oct all the way to 9th of Nov..total would be 16 days...gotta miss spore and my friends but looking forward to the RnR there! They say taiwan have pretty girls and good food..haha we shall see..So it is ROC Relac One Corner now b4 going for the actual ROC!

Some days i make it through, and then there's nights that never ends, i wish that i could believe....

Long long time

2008-10-06T09:07:00.002+08:00

Alright finally im back here again..sorry for those who asked me to link yet i haven done so since starting of the year simply because i haven been blogging for more than a year already..still need to reset password summore lol..

Hmm so wad makes me come back again? maybe because now more free or because too much things happen..jus need a space to pour things out? Time files and im already a year into army..10 more months to go..although the toughest period is gone but i still wana ord faster and who doesn't anyway? In 6 SIR maju camp as a recce spec at the moment..

Alot of things happen in this space of one year..was glad that during my toughest period in NS there's sum1 there for u and being ur pillar of strength..u jus take whatever that comes your way no matter how tough it is..however..things dun last forever..at least for me..and sadly before i knew it, it was gone..was affected badly when one part of your life is gone suddenly..i dun feel sorry for myself cos i know i have done my best and gave everything i could..its fate i believe and things are not meant to be..no matter how reluctant u are u still need to accept it..give me some time..

It feels so distant now and stranger too..a clear cut line between 2..but tt is just too fast although it isn for u..dun wish to believe it but its happening..nth to say. gd luck & all the best.

NS

2007-06-26T15:30:00.000+08:00

Finally got my pes 2 weeks ago after i was asked to visit cmpb again..got a pes B..this MO was much better than the previous 1 as he explained my case to me..unlike the other 1 which din even bother to explain a single thing and tick pes D immediately..den 2 days later receive another letter which state that im pes B L1..means can change my pes if found anything new..which i doubt so..hope it wun change again plss..

Got my enlistment letter 3 days ago.."report 9.30 am palau tekong BTM sch 2 on 10/15/07"..wasn't quite happy that my enlistment is in oct wherelse most of my frens are enlisted in july..but better than nothing..had requested an eariler enlistment but was rejected as expected due to the full intake during the july period..guess i have to work for 2 more months while waiting..zzz

so long since...

2007-06-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

Cun remember the last time since i last blog..shud b ages ago..too lazy and busy i guess..anyway the reason i tried blogging is because i want to know hw it is like to have one since alot of ppl has it..haha n only afew ppl know tt i hav 1..so not much purpose to update..blogging nw jus to kill time..currently at work now and since nothing much to do presently,den blog lor,using the com at my desk of cos..

Just gotta write a small summary over the few months..

Studies wise,i have accepted ntu's offer to study CBC instead of nus's FOS..feedbacks from lecturers in sp seem to indicate that ntu is a better choice,not to mention the rankings of cos..

work wise,ya im still working at the same company currently and im using their com nw..slacker JL has already left due to his army enlistment next week..miss crapping with tt slacker man haiz..ZW will leave 2mr also..his enlistment is jus 1 day after JL..

army wise..my enlistment? alot of ppl is asking when i will be enlisted..everytime i hear this qns will really sian diao..duno wad to ans..oct? dec? ask cmpb which has been dragging my case since dec..bloody hell. going back to cmpb on the 14th to meet the MO..hope can settle this shit asap..

Age wise..Ya and i turned 20 years old on the 30th may..thx for those that celebrate it with me..got a nice surprise at new york new york with KY and gang..really appreciate it..and thx for the present..=)

TKD wise..recently i went bac to training in SP..although always late due to work..i still go bac cos there's more ppl training there nw after the freshies come in..it's a big intake and the atmosphere is definitly better and makes ppl want to train..my passion for tkd is still there even thou i grad already..there will b a sparring competition among CCs and sir keep askin me to go try..but i had to reject cos im setting my sights on the coming nationals..which is more important..dun wana get injured b4 that..will train more to get a medal..

Dunno when will my next entry be..when i have nothing to do lor =)

Uni application!!!

2007-04-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Woahhh..came back from work and found a letter lying on my table..it was a letter from NUS..knew it was the letter which tells you whelther ur application has been accepted..was abit nervous but i opened it anyway..and yes..im being offered a place to study chemistry in FOS..faculty of science...was abit surprise cos i thought NTU would reply 1st..was happy that i was accepted although i wana go NTU instead of NUS..at least i know that NUS has already accepted me..if there's anything wrong still have a uni to study..who likes to study actually but really no choice..will lose out in the society..was sort of a relief and now i hope im also offered a place to study CBC-chemical and biological chemistry in NTU..hope the letter come with a positive response soon!!

After the past 2 days where i was damn busy at work as stated in my previous entry..luckily now things are better and not so busy liao..cos those 2 days the orders dunno y soooo much..work till no need to eat..hope these things dun happen again! pray plz dun..

2007-04-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz 1st time feel so negative about my job today...was so damn busy today...totally dun have time for lunch, dinner or even toilet...was rushing all the way from morning 8.30 to 8pm...when was the last time i never do OT...way way back..the first 2 days that i worked..after that, everyday was OT..in the past no matter how busy i still can allow myself that 1 hour lunch break with zw and jl..from 1pm-2pm..but today i worked all the way till 2pm..zw and jl so lucky cos they more free and no need do OT..they end up da bao for me and i asked them to eat 1st cos i still got alot to do..haha they end up acc me and they eat their own da bao stuff while i faster pia my work..anyway thx guys..if nt i dun even hav lunch to eat..finally ate at 2pm but started working at 2.05..jus 5 mins..1 hour work for company for free..den rush all the way till 8pm..jl goes home at 5.30 and zw acc me till 6.30 b4 leaving..hungry but no choice..skipped dinner too..in the end 9pm den eat..its getting crazy man the orders are just tooooooo much!! the work is soo much that i tink is to the point of ridiculous..already tried my best but in the end still cannot finish on time..i dun mind alot of work but the thing is that all are urgent..suddenly give me so much and expect me to finish by a time cos need to deliver out on time..im not superman and i dun have 6 arms..beginning to show a little attitude cos too much..argh..hope this kinda thing wun last long..hope the orders will be lesser..dun wana let mr ho down too..hope everything turn for the better..

work and play

2007-04-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

So long din blog cos a little too lazy..gotta make a summary for the past 2 weeks since i hav some time..

Began to work as a warehouse admin staff since 2 weeks ago, thx to the introduction of the job by my sp lecturer Mr Ho who happens to have a fren in that company..The pay was $7 per hour which is quite high so i decided to work..The place was quite far at alexander road there and it took 30 - 45 mins of bus ride there..basically the job is to type the required info into excel and den print it out as a label and paste on the respective boxes..there are big n small boxes and the only disadv is that sometimes the boxes are quite heavy..but nw im getting used to the job..its not bad actually cos can sit in aircon room n use com..can surf net when free but its really busy sometimes..esp in the morning so gotta speed up my work..

Actually im replacing this full timer which is quitting..so the company wanted me to take over him..he is a uncle which is around the age of 40 plus..the thing is that he doesn really teach me in detail, which is quite fustrating because when he leave i gotta handle all those things alone..when i got the hang of it in about 3 days time..he began to let me do everything and practically jus slack there n surf the net the whole day..the websites he surfed are improper ones, include betting and women..wadever..was getting real pissed off because when im damn busy with all the urgent stuff he doesn even help at all..jus spending the day surfing net and getting free pay..some people told me since he's leaving of cos he doesn give a damn..so irresponsible..damn him..

Went to a IC combined chalet at changi cottage organised by Mr Ho..it was the most ex chalet but lucky mr ho got discount..although is oni 2 day 1 nite..we really enjoyed ourself even though not many turned up..played mahjong..had bbq and went to changi village to see aqua..really fun..hope we can have that again..thx mr ho for everything..

Continued working and getting more used to working alone and handling urgent stuffs because the uncle was getting more heck care with each day, since he was leaving that fri..dun wana ji jiao with him since he's leaving..zw and jl joined the company during the 1st week 2 days later than me also by mr ho introduction..so happy cos got ppl acc me although diff department..nt so lonely anymore..also made frens with some people over the production side..fun ppl to be with lol...

Went for another chalet again this weekend organised by gary cos we keep pestering him to have one..it was a class 1b21 chalet for our year 1 classmates..its 3 days n 2 nights but oni half the class turned up..some are busy n some hav other commitments..nevertheless it was a very fun chalet too!! as usual we played mahjong and cards..and our meals was prepared by gary..wow he's not bad a cooker..the bee hoon was nice but the fried rice was a bit er...haha everyone noes but its still nice cos the flavor is there..went to TM the next day b4 havin our bbq and mahjong again..won abit of money and every1 enjoyed themselves..everything has to end and by the 3rd day the chalet ended..was discussing about having a overseas trip together to taiwan..wanted to go but hopefully the budget isn too high..anyway see u guys during the renting of graduation costumes!!

Its gotta be work again 2mr..the same thing except that the uncle is gone..gotta be alone in handling the job scope..wish me luck!

work work work

2007-03-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog nowadays...too tired and sianz..anyway its work, work and work now...zzzzzz

Genting trip!!

2007-03-11T13:13:00.000+08:00

Im back from the genting trips with my sec sch classmates on the 8th of march..nv blog cos too tired..anyway its really a fun trip man..lazy to type wad we have done over the 3 days trip..so jus a summary..

10 ppl went, they are ky, sam, john, qx, lm, sl, mag, pl, glad and me of cos..

day 1

met early in the morn at 6 and took a cab with john, ky and glad to timah for the bus to genting..the rest of them alighted the bus at panjang..this was followed by a 6 hour trip and every1 was excited but we did get some slp..upon reaching genting..we booked into 1st world hotel followed by lunch, exploring and then the haunted adventure which the girls freaked out..my jacket was almost torn by qx and glad lol..after tt we went to ripley's believe it or not where they show us alot of unbelievable stuff..den we went for dinner and also walked around b4 going back the hotel for restin and playing cards!! lost around 20 rm in the 1st day when we play poker and in between..but its ok bcos every1 had sooo much fun..at around 3 plus in the morning..every1 stop n went bac to slp..

day 2

The theme park day!!! thats wad every1 was looking forward to..wake up at 9 in the morning and had breakfast b4 buying the ticket which costed 48 rm..went for the simulating ride of enchanted castle but its not that nice after all..after tt we went on to play alot of rides and roller coasters..taking pic on the way..there was 1 particular ride called the "corkscrew" which has a 360 degrees turn..we actually sit this ride with 1 malaysia actor doing a camara shoot for a handphone..poor fellow as he had to take the Hp and ride the coaster throughout without using his hand to hold..even during the 360 turn..

The best ride and also the most scary and thrilling ride of the day has to be space shot..where we sit on the seat and it went up to around 20 plus storeys..damn high i can tell u..some girls dun dare to sit..after it went up to the max...it will drop down to the bottom at a very fast speed..in the past we went to genting and played this b4..but jus wana try again cos its like a once in a lifetime experience..to me..its like jumping down from 20 plus storeys..cos u cannot feel u are sitting on the seat when falling as the seat actually fell faster den us..damn thrilling..another ride that i like is flying coaster when u can fly like a superman..cos its those lying down type..quite thrilling also..after tt we had our dinner and also tried archery and also indoor games like bumper car where we saw 2 bullies and also in door coaster..

wad a long but fun day..went back to the hotel at 11 in the night and played cards again..haha this time..im very lucky..keep winning and also pair with pl to win more money together..great team leh..won 20 plus rm but after minus the losses in day 1 become the same..after tt every1 went to zzzzz..

day 3

Everything has to end and its the last day today..can see that every1 was quite sian but no choice cos its oni 3 days 2 nites..glad esp was quite sad that it has to end this soon...nvm we can always have 1 again rite? haha went for breakfast b4 shopping and den lunch..followed by taking the coach which will bring us bac to singapore..watch the mahjong movie on the coach which every1 enjoyed..finally reached singapore!! its a great feeling to return back to ur own country..it was 8 by the time we reached..had dinner at LJS together b4 saying goodbyes..

It was really a fun and enjoyable trip indeed...hope we can have it again!!

NTU OPEN

2007-03-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

Its the NTU Open today..finally this day has reached..facing bzj from NTU..wasn't really feeling scared although i lost to him 7-2 b4..dun wana let SP down so decided to give it all..sir jian da was my coach n he gave me alot of pointers n told me hw to fight..finally it was my turn..in the end lost to bzj again by the score of 3-2..felt disappointed bcos felt that i had let down my coach n those SP supporters..lost by 1 point so wasted..so wasted..in the end nv got a medal..

Bzj was more aggressive n violent as compared to that during the nationals..keep charging in like a bull n i can oni move in to prevent him from scoring..but in the end kana 1 head shot which was suppose to be 2 points for him but they gave him 3 which i duno y..n there's 1 thing that piss me off about him..during the fight..he keep using his hand to gesture "come come"..sort of taunting..idiotic action..keep kana knee by him in the end right thigh injured cos of his knees..got a clearer picture of how he fight..hope i can win him next time if i ever met him again..

Overall SP got 1 gold from vincent, 3 silver and 5 bronze..nt that good but also nt that bad..felt everyone had tried their best..cheers to everyone and hope next competition would be a better one..

DIE DIED DEAD

2007-02-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

How unlucky can 1 be..went to agm n saw the bout list for ntu open..even b4 seeing the list..WC already sae "ur 1st opponent is bay zi jing".. as mentioned in my previous entry..this guy is 24 year old frm NTU..the 1 who won me n got gold in nationals..n hw i hav to meet him again..in the 1st bout!!!! as it is a knockout competition..if i lose to him den thats it..can go home already.. was praying i dun meet him so soon so at least can secure a medal b4 facing him..but nw...y mus it be me..y so unlucky..haizzz

During nationals..free of injuries plus the motivation i got from sum1 at least make me feel quite confident..although lost in the finals to bay zi jing by 7-2..nw is got injuries, no motivation plus no coach as he's going to hong kong to represent Singapore in the Asian Cities games..

Forget it..tink i jus go in to enjoy the match..thats the most important thing..if really lucky to win him..den mayb gold will b more realistic..we'll c..

NTU open

2007-02-23T12:20:00.000+08:00

Before i realised..is already 8 days before NTU open..duno i will be fighting on the 3rd or 4th of March..but as far as i noe..im still not prepared for it..went for training yest after missing it for 2 weeks. sort of got reprimanded by sir YW for having no faith at all..which is true actually..

Zhimin asked me to spar with him so he can tell me my strengths n weaknesses..got some bruises as a result so hope will recover in time..still i have to thank him for all the encouragements and the pointers he gave..those that i can use in the competition..hope it will come in handy eventually..

wanchern the vice captain already noes the list of ppl in my category..and sadly, there is this guy from NTU call bay zi jing..24 year old Safsa brown belt..haiz..lost to him during the final of nationals by 7-2..a diff of 5 points..chances i will meet him again..tt time i was free from injuries n lost to him..now my right leg was injured..injured during the final with him way back to sep..until nw still haven recover..so..god bless me

weigh in for NTU open

2007-02-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

today was the weigh in for ivp held in NTU annually..my weight category was fly(54-57.9kg)..yest i was 60kg the day b4 weigh in..was damn worried. din eat and drink starting from 6pm..jus drank some water in between..do 1000 times of skipping . Reached ntu at 11..weather was hot but i had to lose weight so i wear my windbreaker and run 2.4 km b4 wiping away sweat n change new clothes..in the end my weight is 57.4kg..heng..but haiz gotta meet a very strong opponent from ntu which beat me b4 in another competition..plus alot of other factors which will pull me down this time. but no 1 really understand..

sianz

Exams over!!!

2007-02-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

So long din blog cos of exam period...busy studying..anyway..poly is over cos i finish my last paper today!!! cun believe it actually..but like nt much excitement also..maybe is too lost duno wad is the next step..jus waiting to enter army..gotta apply for uni soon..tot of studying again makes me sick..but no choice...anyway nw is the stress free period..so must cherish it..

I cun change my blog skin cos is new blog liao so different format..thx zw for helpin me to create from his spare 1..haha..

End of training camp

2007-01-20T14:51:00.000+08:00

[06/01/07]

Here i am..back from the 4 day tkd training camp which ends as soon as it started..basically the camp was fun as the juniors were fun to mingle with..but at the same time very tiring due to the demanding training schedules..actually its not really too tough as compared to previous training camp..maybe is because every1 has not train consecutively for so long thats y the fatigue sets in..at the 2nd n 3rd day every1 was like very tired..muscles were stretched and strained.. besides training..there were also alot of video screening on tkd..learn from the pro fighters m hw they score..the most fun part was the free time where everyone watch youtube together in the bunk where ppl suggust funny videos that they know..n i realise this batch of juniors were v fun to joke with too..can come up with alot of nonsense such as the funny clip played in the hp..lol...n thx sir william for his time in imparting his sparring knowledge to everyone..learnt alot from him

Put aside the fun..there's 2 things that sort of bother me during the camp..first is my right leg injury..cun seem to heal n i injured it again..become i can only use 1 leg to spar during the full contact sparring session, the main event held on the last day..felt so handicap..den in the end lost to senior ricky..but he himself is a great fighter..win gold in nationals n ivp before..gotta learn from him..the other thing the bother me..prefer not to sae..

Now all the case studies and quizzes waiting for me..haven do..too slack..bought ppchem notes to camp in the end too tired to study..hope i will wake up soon..cos in 3 weeks time exams come n then..thats THE END of my poly life!! unless i fail module..choy.

Happy 2007 to everyone!

2007-01-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

[01/01/07]

Had one of the best new year eve yestaday..went to gladys hse as they came up with the idea of potluck, where each one have to cook sumthing..ky with his salad, sam with his egg and cabbage n prawn dumplings, qx with her fish, corn soup and long beans, gladys with her fried beehoon n ice cream, john with his sweet n sour pork and chicken wings (bought due to time constraint) and me with nuggets, agar agar and french fries..thou in the end fries wasn cooked due to the time n space available in the kitchen..every1 was busy cooking n having fun all the way until 9 before the feast was ready..the table was laid and candles were lighted up..photos taken n finally we eat the food..although it wasn't top top quality food, its the effort that counts..seriously i tink the food was v nice..considering we do not have any experience in cooking..after tt everyone play card games n chat all the way to the morn while qx slept cos she too tired..but everyone had fun..n thx gladys for the self made photo album..can see the effort she put in..n she has art talent cos its really nice..thought the album was bought instead..john drove us bac in the morn..wad a day..

Happy new year to everyone!

Selection

2007-01-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

[30/12/06]

Din manage to blog these 2 days due to the internet problem..well recap how happened yestaday..

2 days ago rena suddenly called while i was playing cs..n told me that for the asian cities and sea games tkd selection..brown belt also can take part n asked me to join..sae coach xinde sae i MUS go no matter wad..the weigh in is that day itself n the selection is the next day..i was like....wtf...totally no preparation at all..too sudden..was hesitating whelther to go anot..den xinde called n asked me to go..no choice i guess..went to national training centre (NTC) on that very night for the weigh in..saw alot of legends there..those national team fighters like vincent chua..jason ong and so on..jason ong was in charge of takin my weight..but damn..i was 1 kg heavier than the category Fly which i wanted to fight in..so hav to lose 1kg within an hour..i ran the NTC 4 storeys stairs up n down 50 plus times...sweating so much n finally lost 1 kg..was thinking..y am i doing all these..

After weigh in..i asked xinde whelther i would fight jason ong cos he same category as me although he is black belt..he sae maybe..damn i was damn scare after he said tt..means will fight him..saw him fight in nationals n hell he was a killer..too fast n too good..den got gold..of cos..ppl is national team 1..did a little check up by gg to the STF website to c his records..ok nw look at his records..

Jason Ong

Local Completition

1996
23rd National Taekwondo Championship
Gold

1997
24th National Taekwondo Championship
Silver

1998
25th National Taekwondo Championship
Gold

1999
Jalan Besar Cup
Gold

2001
3rd Series Youth Cup
Gold

2001
28th National Taekwondo Championship
Gold

2002
Spex 21 Taekwondo Tournament
Silver

2002
29th National Taekwondo Championship
Silver

2003
Henderson Invitational Championship
Gold

2003
30th National Taekwondo Championship
Gold

2004
31th National Taekwondo Championship
Gold

International Completition

2004
7th ASEAN Taekwondo Championship
Silver

2005
9th Asian Cities Gold Cup
Silver

man wasn he pro..not a single bronze..all gold n silver..me? only one silver in nationals..thats all..was tinkin y am i gg to song si..well the next day is selection at 7.30pm..watched death note 2 with zw n kx in the afternoon den eat lunch and play cs..selection was the last thing on my mind..dun wana tink about it..but..haiz cun avoid it..

Reached NTC at 6 plus..wah so many ppl..do my own stretching..saw jason ong..gosh..his gee..at the back got one SINGAPORE and his logo is national flag...mine leh..behind empty n logo is sp..was tinkin i lose to him is confirm 1..hope my other opponents i have a chance..

The mdm started to put us into groups where we would fight with ppl in our group..my group got 3 ppl including me..one is jason ong as expected and the other 1......................is the jack's opponent during nationals!!!!!!! KAO y i was suay...he was fin category all along but nw he come up to my category..this guy another national standard fighter..IVP n nationals gold medalist..KO his opponent in the finals summore..from the moment i know my group..knew it was over...

Kana thrashed by jason ong as expected..too fast..too skilled..b4 i knew it..my head kana 1 big impact kick frm him..lucky din KO..as for the other 1..also damn gd.. nt his match also thou its nt as bad as with jason..but its ok la haha already noe i cun win both of them so is ok..at least i get to spar with a national team player! Quite an honour actually..went to eat mac with the sp ppl that came to support n den went home...Leg injured..the same old injury as usual..

2007-01-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

[27/12/06]

Today internet connection got problem due to the earthquake in taiwan last night..become i wana do case study also so hard..so not i lazy huh..is internet dun cooperate with me..so i spend the whole day playin game n slackin instead..lol

Just wana comment a little on sumthing that sort of disturbed me..read sumthing last week n found it really shocking..thou i knew it but really din expected it to be this deep until i read it..i mean..hw can such thing change so fast n so much..its nt a game or sumthing..really quite impossible..should'nt sae too much, each has their own thinking.

Another thing..dun sae sumthing that you urself noe its not true at all..when the ans is yes and yet u sae no..its jus dumb

christmas

2007-01-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

[25/12/06]

Thought i will slack all the way at home during christmas..spend an hour doing dr yin's case study den lazy to continue..went to slp instead..woke up at 5 plus and went to uncle's hse with family and eat dinner..wah got turkey, ham and alot more things..after eating some i went off 1st to yj hse cos she invite tkd ppl over..when i reached ben ,royston, xiaomei and devest already reached..ordered some pizza and ate again..nw come the fun part..we play blackjack and bet..not money but ferrero rocher..xiaomei went off 1st coz cun go hm too late..she won 4 rocher..den ben start to win and lead with the most..in the end i won 6..royston won 9..yj won 1..devest won 5 and ben None..lol den we keep suan him..damn funny..(ben i eating 1 now) haha jus kiddin with him la..went bac home at 11..tdy quite fun..eating n playing..5 more mins b4 christmas ends...

santa claus is coming to town

2007-01-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

[25/12/06]

Work for half day during xmas eve...the last day of work..time passes fast and before i knew it we were already ready to go..the boss treat us some log cakes which i think is nice..after tt..me, cl, sh and xl went to town walk walk b4 going to the one ktv all the way till 7..den rush all the way to kh hse for steamboat with usual sec gang..was very late so ps huh lol..ate alot and crap alot with them b4 start to play ps2 and mahjong..suddenly kh frens started to come n his place become like chalet..haha alot of ppl..den play all the way till 4 before gg home..

Today is christmas day..so..Merry Christmas to Everyone!! Tink i gg to slack n do some reports at home liao..haven touch any books since holi..sian

eerie...

2007-01-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

[24/12/06]

2 plus in the morning nw..jus came bac from oh hse..playing cs with ah pee..haha keep complaining lag n y aim my head liao still wun die 1..lol..anyway when walkin out of workplace with gary they all..keep toking ghost stuff..n in the end jk really saw sumthing..hope is he c wrong..a black figure waving..my god..when walkin bac home at 2 plus..suddenly tot of it n den enter the lift n pray a little..tt xl ps me n went to slp..zzz..haha still sae amituofo to me..

Still waiting for zw to help me with all the blog skin n function thingy..im a noob at these..so tis is jus temporary...

work work and work!!

2007-01-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

[23/12/06]

Working for 3 n a half day nia with xl, cecilia, gary, shirley n jk in a ham factory..today is the 2nd last day..as usual..im in charge of replenishing the stocks..so must go in and out of the chiller..which is -5 to -15 degrees..really DAMN cold man..bth..haha but actually quite fun la cos all workin tgt..gt one freezer..freezer 4..is the coldest of all..is about -20 degrees..when i go in after 30 secs i run out warm awhile den went in again cos cun find the stuff i wan..2mr is the last day le so fast..and its half day nia..hope everything goes smoothly n we get our paycheck!! but i less $55 than everyone cos i went for ns checkup one day..sian..but nvm..better than nth haha..soo tired..shall stop here..

NS medical checkup

2007-01-20T14:41:00.000+08:00

[21/12/06]

Just came back from the NS medical checkup from CMPB at Depot road..Went with samuel, john and zhiwei cos we booked the same appointment date..went there with a relax mood and the 4 of us were crapping on the way there..had long john silver at tiong bahru for our lunch because the checkup will last for a few hours..so we eat first n still crap tt later the glucose level too high haha..after eating we took bus 195 to CMPB..it was still drizzling when we reached..as usual these few days the rains were non stop n gung ho..heavy rain most of the time n the air oso so cold..

Although our appointment time is 1pm, we went there early at 12 because some friends say that the time doesn matter. To prevent from coming bac the next day due to insufficient time, we reached early and take photo first..this part very fun cos the hair cannot cover the forehead..they actually provide water spray n comb for us..lucky my hair still nt so jialat..do awhile can liao..sam's hair the longest so he is the last to take..zw and john's hair were ok..after phototaking, we are ready for the check up...BUT..zzz..the doctors went for lunch and in the end we must wait till 1pm..qi dao~but nvm la..finally at 1pm our names r called n me n zw are separated from john n sam..we went to audio test while they went for blood test..ok here's a brief description on each section

Audio test

I am required to put on this headset and the guy outside will operate this com n the sound will either come out frm the left or right headset, in which we had to raise our hands according..either left or right..after awhile it was done n they wrote Pes A on this section.

Vision test

Just read the letters at row 3 from the bottom with one object to cover each eye..Pes A for this section too

Urine/blood test

Oh at this section we saw sam n john..their first checkpoint..the first part is urine test..basically jus dip a litmus paper into a cup of our own ya..den show to the person. For the blood test..lucky my IC gt my blood group which is O+ so no need draw blood like sam n john..the person jus staple my finger n collect a small amount of blood..

Dental

As usual..my teeth got alot of prob n gt one decay tooth so the dentist asked me to get it done b4 NS..sianz..Pes A on this section too

X-ray

This involve pressing our chest against a machine n hold our breath for awhile..n tts all..Pes A on this section again

ECG

Dun ask me wad that means cos i have no idea either..they jus ask me to lie on a bed n put some weird thingy on my body..Quite tickling but i tried nt to laugh...

Height/Weight and blood pressure

My height n weight are measured first b4 blood pressure..after the first reading..the person sae "wah"..i was like wad the..den he ask me take with the other hand..sian duno is too high or low..my other frens took once nia..haizz..

Doctor

Entered this room n expected to c a professional doc..instead..he look like some normal person with army dressing...doesn look like a doc in any place..was beginning to suspect the credibility..doesn seem so friendly too..asked me some questions n then..........he ticked PES D..i was like..b4 i could ask him..he ask me go out to next section..izzi becos of the blood pressure? he din sae..Pes D is temperory for a month for pending medical report b4 i really noe which pes i am in..hope nth is wrong with me n i get into pes B la..in the middle can liao.

Self quiz n questions

Wah i hate this the most..is sort of a IQ test..there were hundreds of questions to be done on a computer n the room was damn cold can..some questions very hard la so i anyhw do..need alot of brain work man this 1..no mood to do liao..after 1 hr plus finally end and thats the end of the whole section..

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Met up again with sam they all after they finished their's...every1 keep saying the whole thing will last 5-6 hours but we oni 3 hours leh..maybe less ppl ba..zw got into pes B n Sam n John got into pes A..me leh..haiz..after a month den noe..y izzi me arghhh..after tt we went to eat again at nearby hawker centre n den went home..hope everything is fine..typed so much..tts all for this entry..

Signing off...

My 1st entry

2006-12-29T21:35:00.000+08:00